#And I’m asking WHY lord

[conceptualoblivion]

New hobby unlocked: editing Gashu Satou’s :D face onto stock images

….This is why I can’t trust myself

I need to get myself to bed…

[cable-salamdr]

Goodmorning ninjago fandom and specifically @nyaskitten here’s your order of one tiger guy in this outfit I hope it adheres to your expectations

(also @s0ull3ss-p3rs0n you wanted to get tagged, so, there ya go)

[dykedvonte]

Mouthwashing is genuinely one of the first fandom spaces in a while where I’ve seen people outright refuse to curate their own personal spaces and try to shame people for not making what they personal like/believe

Like this is not saying ignore any issues that come up or whatever is serious but like on the general terms of just not interacting with things that are not your personal take or interpretation, a genuine refusal to just look at and create things that you like.

Constantly seeing people repost art without credit to shit talk it and excusing it because “well it’s bad cause insert deeply personal and not actually a valid justification”, calling out people for silly comics or differing interpretations. Its not just a holier than thou mindset it’s just a weird hatred for things not specifically catered to you or your view point at this point and like it’s seriously the case of just follow and like what you want to see and block, mute or whatever doesn’t fit it.

Take this out of context all you like, but I just so odd to me to try and force people to interpret and engage with a media that is supposed to be purposefully vague and open in certain areas. Or just be mad that people like to play with and explore the characters outside the story, in different settings or with twists in events.

Like why is it an issue that someone is having fun with the game in a different way than you?

[your-unfriendlyghost]

it feels so…… weird… seeing a cishet dude be so chill with queer themes lmao your soda-in-drag moment, the stevepop of it all, even guys with queers in their friend circles can’t bring themselves to partake sometimes lmao 😭 but it’s cool !! refreshing even sjksksndks this is a /pos statement I promise

Thanks lol! I think it’s cos I’m fairly secure. Sorta. (I’m still prone to compensating for things and being a stupid teen boy, but like, I’m aware of it, at least when I stop to think. Yk I’ll still join in on dick measuring contests, but deep down I’ll know it’s dumb and performative.)

I guess I feel a kinship to queerness. I go to art school where I’m sometimes the only guy in a class of girls, and I’ve been the token straight guy in every friend group I’ve been in since freshman year of high school. Beyond that, growing up I was frequently mistook for a girl- I had long-ish hair (post bowl-cut era 😭) and I’m part Asian, I was pretty androgynous lol. People irl have thought I’m gay, or a trans man on testosterone (I mean fine, I guess I am pretty short and hang with a lot of trans guys.) Hell, I did drag on a dare once, back when I was even more secure. (And I was hot asf in drag lemme tell ya. It felt lousy and it’s definitely not my thing, but man if I had a clone who was a girl-) All this to say, I say I’m straight, but honestly I don’t really know. I like girls a lot, but I have seen a buddy of mine in drag, and lemme tell ya I felt something but I’m not gonna examine that rn lol. Straight just feels comfortable, safe, and it’s good for interacting with folks who ain’t so progressive, so it’s what I’m sticking with…but I’ll admit there’s a gray area.

I relate a lot to the guys in the Outsiders, and irl I like to present myself as a tough, cool, Very Masculine guy. Hell, sometimes I play dumb about stuff because it’s “feminine” and a guy like me shouldn’t know about it. I act a lot like how I write Steve Randle, he’s my guy I like to project on lol. Honestly, I’ve got a fair amount of internalized toxic masculinity. But I think because I know how silly it all is deep down, I can interact with queer themes in art without feeling like I’m not “man enough”. Idk, I suppose it’s an outlet in some ways. Who knows maybe in 2027 I’ll come out as bi or something, but don’t wait up.

idk, I guess what I’m trying to say is that I like exploring queer themes, not because they’re queer necessarily, but because they’re human and I relate to them. And that’s hard not to partake in, y’know?

[thequeendomeffect-noah]

What is HAPPENING???

[tending-the-hearth]

Fili’s death in the movie will always and forever be one of the fictional deaths I obsess over because it is the most painful and emotional out of the three Durin deaths and I will stand by that.

Yes, Kili and Thorin's deaths are heartbreaking and sad, but the difference is that they were held.

Kili, assumedly, had his last moments in Tauriel's arms. He's able to bring and have closure and love before he dies, staring up at his One, the person who has his entire heart.

Thorin is able to be held in his burglar's arms, to apologize and see Bilbo, completely safe and unharmed. He's at peace, his quest is complete, he knows what's happened to his nephews, his journey is over. He's at peace, knowing everything will be okay.

Fili is completely and utterly alone.

He spends his last moments being held by the creature who is filled with nothing but hatred for him and his kin. He doesn't get to be held by his little brother, he doesn't get to say goodbye to his uncle, he doesn't get to do anything.

He's unable to fight back, to use his last moments to protect the ones he loves, like Kili was. He's unable to die fighting, like his Thorin was. His death is a throwaway, a way for Azog to anger Thorin into fighting sloppily.

Unlike with Thorin and Kili, there's no peace, no last moments of closure for Fili.

Fili has no idea what's about to happen. He has no idea if his uncle and brother are going to live, if they're going to die. He's completely helpless and unsure. He's unable to do anything but watch the horrified faces of his family as he's killed.

[artaintfartwarriors]

Bumble from dotc/dawn of the clan. Yes that female kittypet cat who gets wronged by tom, graywing, turtletail, clearsky, almost everyone (except the innocent ones like misty, etc).

Ik who she is! Poor lady :(

[daveyfvckingjacobs]

do you ever think about jack in agony after his injury, slipping in and out of consciousness, feverish and sick and unsure what’s real or not, not knowing if he’ll be able to walk again or even survive the infection to make it back to england. going through it all utterly alone, knowing not a single person on earth cares enough to be by his side through through the aftermath and that it’s almost his own fault. hardly knowing who or where he is, just that everything hurts and that the one person who he would survive for is already dead but he survives for her anyway because there would be hell to pay if he gave up. even if it’s easier than the pain and struggling and bloody minded determination it takes to get back up after i

do you ever think about him alone on a tiny camp cot, too weak to even lift his head, bloodless and hurting. wishing elsie was there to poke his side and tell him he looks awful and that he was an idiot for enlisting in the first place. making fun but holding his hand when the fever spikes again, the way she would when they were young. do you ever think that maybe the pain and infection made him think she was there, call out for her half consciousness or see her face in a nurse passing by

cause I do

[olive-gardens-breadstick]

what if instead of that like victorian style doll jane had for her head it was this barbie from 2012

[waffle-fox-42]

Everyone wears a mask, mines just attached

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Ah one of my most beloved Egos ❤️ I just had to draw him again when I found an old drawing I had done back in high school.

If anyone ask I’ll post the original drawing

[fwwm]

Marika Statue behind Messmer

Same belt, arm bracelet, and circle…. Thing behind her. Interestingingly, she’s holding a child.

[crossbackpoke-check]

Dysprosium, Mary Soon Lee

dysprosium, AN 66, is a silvery-white rare earth metal. its name is derived from the greek dysprositos, meaning “hard to get at”, owing to the difficulty in separating and isolating this rare earth element. dysprosium is used to measure neutron flux, to fuel reactors, and to activate phosphors. terfenol-d is a magnetorestrictive alloy, meaning that it changes shape when a magnetic field is applied, and is used to manufacture underwater acoustic systems.

jason “robo” robertson, dallas stars #21 for @simmyfrobby’s nhl periodic table poems <3

[raynavan]

we have a few wing aus where ingo and Akari have wings, and others where everyone can get wings, but what if ingo and Akari the only ones without wings.

Ingo just waking up surrounded by people with wings and he’s. So confused. That… doesn’t seem natural… he never says anything though, that would be rude!

Also… him (and possibly Akari) getting a lot of sympathy bc what happened to their wings!? Did they get removed!? A horrible thought! Irida and Calaba quietly thing that perhaps it’s better Ingo not remember his past… a blessing in disguise. They don’t talk about it, least they remind him of something bad.

Akari… could go two ways. It could be: “oh this poor soul she lost her wings and doesn’t remember anything, we just have to take care of her” (Kamado is worried about the thing that took her wings might just come here) or: “oh this child has no wings, how could she possibly help us?” In which she has to work a lot harder to live there.

[wlwaerith-moved]

i try to check back here to do more than just add posts to my queue. i promptly get overwhelmed & log out again

[idkjupiterdraws]

-makes another CRK oc and runs-

He used to work for captain ice cookie before they got lost at sea. That’s how captain caviar took him now and snow crab cookie hasn’t left ever since. He’s also dating lord oyster cookie cause yes.

(In my au abalone and lord oyster cookie are in prison . Abalone being in prison longer for have a mile long criminal record)

Snow crab cookie: I miss my husband

Captain caviar cookie: you can always go to jail with him

Snow crab cookie:…I can…-goes to do something illegal-

Captain caviar cookie: IT WAS MENT AS A JOKE!

[lesbiansanemi]

Was doing so good holding it together today but now that I’m laying down and trying to sleep I’m tearing up and I can feel that I’m about to burst into tears any second now